sarahmichelef

Last night, B, who works at the hospital where I delivered TRex, posted something about work. And, in an INSTANT, I flashed back to the process of having my surgical staples removed. I could see the whole room, remember the poster on the wall, the position of the table in relation to the door, etc. And suddenly the air in our house was hyperoxygenated and I had complete tunnel vision. The whole thing lasted maybe 10 seconds and it wasn't like a panic attack - it was more like remembering that anxiety (I was TERRIFIED of having my staples out) but I knew that it was remembering past anxiety.

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